Author's Note: It has been quite awhile since my last story- Real Life interferes! This picks up with the same continuity and characters, just with some time separation.

As there is a lot of "texting" chat in this story, there is a lot of opportunity for incorrect grammar, so be forewarned!

I. PRELIMINARIES

It's funny how life can get in the way sometimes. I mean we all have things that need to be done, or that must be done within a certain amount of time. But it's just plain old frustrating when you seem to be unable to connect for months on end. Like two ships endless searching for each other in a fog, constantly passing just out of the distance of notice from one another.

That's how it's been with Mistress!

Seriously, the frustration level was absurd! Here I am, hoarding all sorts of new and interesting toys and I am unable to do anything but self-experiment with them! I felt like Ariel in that undersea grotto- gadgets and gizmos aplenty! Sure the old familiar stand bys ( wearable Venus G-spot Butterfly, the leather wrist and thigh cuffs, riding crop, clovers, adjustable spreader bar, breathable ball gag), but then there were the newest additions. The whozits and whatsits and thingamabobs (white Japanese Silk rope, the 6 inch dildo on the little bouncy ball, the huge nearly 8 inch dildo, a silicone ball gag purple of course (Mistress' favorite color!), anal beads, 2 different anal plugs and the Feeldoe (a contoured and insert able dildo sans straps) that called out so desperately to be properly utilized!

The only things getting proper use were the set of 3 progressive sized and weighted Kegel exercise balls. And I've been exercising myself every day for so long now that I could retain Elvis and not let him pass through! That is to say, the older, fatter, drug addled Elvis. (Yes, I can toot my own horn once in a while, right?)

Nonetheless, the drought continues, but Mistress, being the clever and intelligent Domme that she is, she finds a way. And even though she was out of town (yet again) for (yet another) business trip, she had me create an instant messenger account so that we could finally have some play time!

[8:27:02 PM]

'Mistress, is there anything you would like me to be doing while we go through these?'

We were looking at pictures I had been placing in a Dropbox, things that either caught my eye or were things I thought she would enjoy...or would enjoy doing to me even!

"I assume you are naked right now?"

'I am in only my heels as previously instructed to be...and a towel under me.'

I had become quite the "squirter" with all my "training" and had learned to always be prepared, lest I make a mess!

"Let's keep you occupied, put in your anal vibrator, then turn it on low. You may not touch yourself!"

'BRB'

A minute or so passes as I go to retrieve the toy bag and do as I'm told.

'k...it's in Mistress.'

"Good girl!"

As we continued to peruse the pictures, and video clips, I explained how and why each was chosen. Occasionally, our conversation was punctuated with revelations...

'mmm vibrations low going thru me :)'

Or they provided furtherance to our play...

"Those nipples don't look exactly real though."

'{giggles} I see what you mean'

"you could get that look by putting on your nipple clamps, and pull them up to your neck."

'sort of yes......is that an order Mistress?'

"get a piece of string, and tie the string to your collar and chain of the clamps, make sure to pull your nipples up. that way your hands will be free."

'I have another idea, if I may?'

"what is it?"

'I've been doing some, um, research....clamp a nipple from above, sweep the chain behind the neck then clamp the other nipple...its a nipple clamp bra! BTW can i pls turn up the vibe setting on this?'

"that sounds good...and not yet"

'It's a tight fit if the chain were 2 inches longer it'd be better, but it does work....doing it now.... yeah, easier when I am reclined back to do this...it's done......biting into meeeeee....!'

And Mistress, being who she is, ignored that and continued on with commenting on outfits, poses, and even throwing out her own pet ideas....

[8:42:04]

"You know what would be fun, have a sub in a shock collar that has an invisible fence around the outside of the house"

'OMG!!! Cruel!!! PLS Mistresss can I turn this uppp? its soooo slowww'

" you are doing good, you can wait like a good girl"

' {pouts, boobs jiggle pulling clamps, sighing}'

More talk of outfit styles...

' yes it isss.........damnnnn PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE????????' or let me start touching myself please something!!!!'

"I might have let you but you said a bad word"

'what? NO! When? when did I say a bad word?'

"damnnnnn please"

'Mistress.....damn is not a bad word! {quietly} is it?'

"sometimes it is, and sometimes it isn't :P"

'{growls} that is NOT fair.'

"caressing my hand over your face. Life isn't fair"

'oh god cmon please let me do something more this is starting to drive me crazyyy'

"the longer you complain the longer it will take to get my permission"

'im kicking my legs n thats making my boobs jiggle and tightening the clamps!!!'

"I bet you look lovely squirming around for me"

'{glowers at you and tightly purses lips}'

[8:47:50 PM]

"ok you may now turn up the vibrator since you have been a good girl"

'TY!!!!!!!! ... mmmmmmm thats bettterrrrrrrrr'

"is that making my doll feel better?"

'yessss but wanna ride it more..can i pls gyrate on it?'

"yes but don't cum"

'ty Mistress, no i wont ... mmmm betters ... boobs moving lil, tightening mmmmmm ...

mmmmmm pushing into towel deep in ass feels goooddd'

"mmmm push it in deep"

'i was...i...i touched my clit Mistress m sorry it was an instinct'

"turn it back on low for cheating"

'yes ... sorry'

"that's ok, I am proud of you for telling me"

'can i still gyrate?'

"yes but slowly"

And so it continued, ebbing and flowing, not yet getting the release I craved, but serving and pleasing Mistress by my sacrifice.

[9:00:19 PM]

'Mistress the weight of my boobs pulling on chain from behind my neck is making it more intense can i pls relieve the nipples?'

"yes you may relieve the nipples"

'ty ... ooohhh pins n needles!'

"rub the feelings back into your nipples"

'really wet now can i pls do something more? pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzz?'

"ok turn the vibe up on high ... now attach the clamps to your labia ... you may caress and squeeze your breasts, kneading, twisting the nipples"

'clamps on yes ok...gyrate faster?'

"no keep the same pace ... pull the clamps apart and open yourself up wider"

'how wide? for how long?'

"untill you can't stand to open it wider ... give it a ten count and then release"

'owwwww I was whining as I counted out but made it stings owww'

"good girl"

'{smiles}'

"now remove the clamps and you may put your fingers in deeply ... rubbing your clit"

'ohgodtysomuch'

"3 fingers, and you may gyrate faster ... touch your secret button inside and rub it"

'ohh moaning so slick pusssss ... yessssssssssss ... ohgoddddsssssss'

"You may cum when you are ready ... Hump your fingers and the vibe faster"

'Yes ... ahhhh ... good ... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ... oh gomnna'

"cum baby cum hard"

And I finally got it, that first orgasm directly induced by Mistress (well, as direct as I was gonna get for now!) in months! And it was a doozie; the wave cresting and crashing and then doing it again kind, with a little bit of a trailing edge after Mistress had me remove the vibrating dildo.

'ohh so wet now'

"smiles, be sure to clean yourself up"

'clean? like suck my fingers clean?'

"Is there any other way?"

'yes Mistress'

"and whatever didn't soak into the towel"

'mmm yesss i will'


II. ESCALATION

[9:15:28 PM]

'im all clean now Mistress ... laying stretched out, spent.....sighing softly ... oh it's been too long since you dommed me'

"yes it has"

'i...i hope were not done yet?'

I could swear that I heard her laughing smile across the miles, as if she was witching her way into my mind like some sort of super villain!

"ok you will put in the bigger vibrating dildo then have it held in place by a crotch rope harness, then put in your ball gag, turn on the vibe on low, link the wrist cuffs behind your back."

I frantically worked to do as Mistress commanded. I was so happy to be doing things to myself but not just because I was thinking of them! And little did I know I would be much happier soon enough.

'once all this is done? I wont b able 2 type 2 u '

"Don't worry about that right now, just do everything and then kneel by the door on a pillow to finish. And don't overthink it, just do it."

'I understand hold on ... ball gag in ... vibe in n tied ... once cuffs on behind back I will try to type something to you so you know I am moving away from the laptop and going to my kneeling position, ok?'

"k"

'cuffing now ... Lhgkex5r6c7tv8yb9un0impo[,l;]'

And here I was, kneeling at the door to my apartment, craning my neck to see if I could make out if Mistress typed anything, wondering just what the hell she was getting at, yet still excited...I mean how could I not be with this thing forced deep in me and buzzing away. I could see the clock on the microwave, so I was counting the passing minutes....3....4.......5.......and then I heard a key in the door!

As it opened and pulled back, the light from the hallway spilling in over me, my eyes went from oh shit! to HOLY SHIT!!! in like a millisecond!

Standing there before me and grinning while finishing a text in her phone, before putting it in her coat, was none other than my Miss! And I hadn't seen her in forever and a day either!

She patted me on the head and walked by me, leaving the door wide open and me there on the floor! I turned my head to see what the matter was, and she sat down and started typing into the laptop! Now it made sense! This was all planned! My mind was racing, but so was my body, and I was suddenly very aware of what that vibrating had been doing to me all this time!

I moaned and groaned into the ball gag, Miss turned to me, typed and then got up and came to me, closed the door, helped me up and pulled me along back to my futon where the laptop was.

[9:43:51 PM]

What the hell?!?! Seriously? Just dump me at your feet with nothing to say? How rude! What...what is she typing? Damn, they're cooking something up I just knowwwww.....ohhhh this is getting too intense!
Miss: okay shes at my feet now oh wow i am so happy we finally get to do this! ... shes whimpering a lot into the gag lol

Mistress: I am too, hope you had a good Christmas

Miss: yes i did thank you! i hope you did too?

Mistress: let's talk for a bit, while she waits

Miss: smiles devilishly yeahhhhh ok!

Mistress: mine was good, had my birthday and my sons on the 19th and 20th so very busy time

Miss: oh wow well happy birthdays!

Mistress: thank you

Oh c'mon please look at me, I'm trying to tell you this is too much I can't stand it! I need some relief! Damned fucking ball gag!

Miss: shes really whining now i think maybe shes gonna come soon!

Mistress: tell her to hold it back

What?!?! Nooo! No, seriously I can't hold it!

Miss: lol her eyes got wide and she tried to say something and shes really whinning!

Mistress: youre busy and don't want to hear her screams of ecstasy

But! Ohhhh...okkkkkkkkk...I'll tryyyyOOOOHHHHGGGGOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!

Miss: ok not whining so much now shes trying to hold it back im looking at her face and eyes and i can tell shes trying but i dont think she will....nope she just started coming! ... shes shaking her whole body, slouching forward like trying to contain it trying not to be too loud.

Mistress: you will have to punish her for that ... for cuming without permission

Miss: oh! you didnt tell her she could come! naughty subby!

Noooo, nooo ohhh it's sooo good....but nooooo I wasn't supposed toooooo....DAMNIT why couldn't I control it?!?! This isn't my fault it's my body betraying me!

Mistress: clamp the nipple clamps on her when she is done, then pull on the chain and lead her around the apartment. change directions suddenly, and keep her on her toes, but first ask her if she knows why you are punishing her

Oh, the clamps again....more teasing! Damn it.....no what, where are you taking me? What??!! No! Nonononono!!!!! Why??!?!

Miss: shes shaking her head and her eyes are like no why what did i do wrong!

Mistress: tell her and chastise her while leading her around

Miss: shes starting to whine again lol..okay i will um for how long should i do it?

Mistress: as long as you think she can stand it ... tell her not to cum again or you will punish her more harshly

[9:53:20 PM]

So, here I am, being led all over my apartment, with hairpin and switchback turns, all designed to frustrate me even more than I already am with myself. What good a sub am I if I can't even perform on command as ordered to? Yeah, sure, it's been some time, and maybe I am more easily excitable, but that's no excuse. I should have done better! Owwwwwwwwwwww...I deserve this. But I'm gonna do better...I WILL do better!


III. THE PAYOFF

[9:59:36 PM]

Miss: ok so i did as you said and she seemed to be annoyed whenever i mentioned she wasnt supposed to come and shes still whining and looking down at her crotch i got a few quick turns and i could tell i made her nipples feel it!

Mistress: ask her if she should be punished more or did she learn her lesson

NooOOO!!!!!! Yes! Yes I learned my lesson Mistress! But, please can't you stop this? It's so overwhelming!

Miss: shes shaking her head no violently and looking at her crotch again wide eyed

Mistress: then shed better not cum again without permission

No I won't, I won't! I promise! C'mon, I'm trying to tell you something here for fuck sake!!!!

Miss: nodding but again looking at her crotch think shes trying to tell me something lol

Mistress: tell her she needs to learn self control, tell her later you will try the vibe on high and see how she does

Ohhhhh so THAT'S how we're gonna be huh? FINE, BRING IT!!!!!

Miss: i told her not to come again and she rolled her eyes and growled lol

Mistress: Smiles ... did you have to work much over Christmas?

Dammit! Leaving me here to my torture while you type back and forth about how great it is to torture me!!! I'm ok. I'm ok.....just breathe...just......sonuvabitch!

Miss: hmmm her eyes just went wide and shes whimpering

Mistress: take her gag out, and tell her to remove your clothes for you. but don't untie her hands ... I remember those days when I did retail, it does suck big time ... oh and when she complains, tell her she is smart and will figure it out

Miss: ok!

Yes! Yes, please take this fucking gag off!

'Mihs pweese yu haw to {swallow} please you have to tell Mistress this is too much I've never done this before and it is sooo hard with the constant stimulation!'

Miss: thanking me for removing the gag trying to explain its hard to hold back with constant stimulation and now shes like looking at me like im a bitch for saying she can figure it out lol

Mistress: hehehe ... It is up to her to figure it out, if you don't think she is doing a good job, then she might need more encouragement through a punishment

Ohhh reeeaallllyyyyyy? Well Fuck you AND the horse that you rode in on!!!

'Yes Miss, I'll try.'

[10:08:22 PM]

Miss: i casually said that the encouragement part and she glared at me and said she was ready to try now so hold on

[10:09:25 PM]

Miss: got my shirt off

[10:09:42 PM]

Miss: climbing on the futon lol

Okay, this is it! I need something to focus on! To keep my brain busy to override the feelings coarsiinnnnngggggg....dammmmn noooooooooo please focus!!!!

[10:10:11 PM]

Miss: shes whimpering and holding back a moan while shes trying to take my skirt off

Mistress: and not cumming?

[10:10:39 PM]

Miss: ok thats off and I had no bra anyways lol ... not yet no i think her trying to do the work is distracting her? ... and shes on the floor now looking at my panties

I dunno how much more I can hold this off!!! Think Becca think!!!

[10:10:56 PM]

Mistress: tell her if she gets your panties off quickly she may cum

Miss: she might tear them off then lol

Mistress: might be fun

[10:11:37 PM]

Miss: ok

[10:12:05 PM]

Miss: and theyre off a little tear sound but not bad, off past my heels

Mistress: ok since she was a good girl she may cum

[10:13:09 PM]

And that exactly what I wanted to hear! I shot up to my feet and stepped sideways to the recliner. My hands still secure behind my back, the clamps making my nipples scream, the crotch rope holding in the fury that was about to be released.

Miss: shes humping the arm of the recliner and saying thank you miss over and over lol

Mistress: remove the clamps if you haven't already then help her by pushing her hips into the arm

Miss: ok

Really?!?! Now that I can come you're rebelling against me?!?! C'mon I....she...she's helping me...she's....OMG yesss!!!!

'YesssssyessssssssssssyesssssssSSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYESSSSSSSSSSSSS! Miss...ohhh Misssssss, Misssssss mmmmmmmmmmm....'

[10:15:18 PM]

Miss: i grabbed her hips from behind and pushed and whispered in her ear come for your mistress you wanted to come so bad before and she started saying yes over and over and started coming and her legs were shaking and she was moaning miss

Mistress: When she's done cumming ask her, "Would my little slut like to taste me?"

Huh? Wuzzat? Oh...

[10:16:24 PM]

Miss: she said yes she wanted to and shes still whining i think that vibe is working overtime!

Mistress: hahaha ok pull her head between your legs, direct her mouth and tongue ... tell her she may cum at the same time as you, but not before or not after. If it is before she will be punished, and if it is after she will not get to cum at all

Awesome! I have a goal! Yesss, I will make you come Miss and I will wait until then to come too!

[10:19:47 PM]

Miss: I think she understands she dove right in between my legs!

Mistress: take your time, and pull her off when you get close, don't let her know when you might cum ... enjoy and tell her how she is doing

Miss: omg! youre so mean! ok i will

[10:20:35 PM]

Yes Miss I know, I always do good licking and I am gonna make you come like crazy cuz I dunno if I can really take any more of this

[10:21:15 PM]

Miss: shes looking up and me and moaning into my lips mmmmmmm

Mistress: tell her to suck on your clit tell her she is such a slut cumming so much before you got to once

Miss: she isssss mmmmmmm feels so good

Mistress: then twist her head back and forth, into you ... then tell her she was really selfish then, she should know better!

Nooo that's not a fair assessment of it! Curse you!!!! I....ohhh damnnn it's starting again....

Miss: shes whining into me trying really hard to focus on my clit

[10:24:42 PM]

Miss: i had to pull her head away and she looked up whining oh no please dont make me stop etc etc etc

'Wha?!? No! Why are you stopping me from pleasing you Miss please don't make me stop I want to make you come!'

Mistress: she doesnt get to choose how she pleases you tell her she is a good girl and she will please you how and when you want her to

[10:25:12 PM]

Ohh shitshitshitttttt its coming on faster!! Why did I have to be forced to stop!?!?

Miss: i told her all that and pushed her head back into me and i got a muffled mmmhmmmm and shes back at it

[10:26:24 PM]

Mistress: pull her off again, count ten and then pull her back into you

'Noooooo Miss please don't stop meeeee I'm trying so hard please don't make me wait I ca...'

[10:26:44 PM]

Miss: whining again but i cut it off by shoving her back in

No I can't come again! I WONT! Gotta try.....nnnnn...and get this outtttttttttt....yessss...that's it not so deep not right into my cervix........oh...ok...that's more manageable....

[10:27:22 PM]

Miss: shes spreading her legs wider and kind of trying to keep her ass low to the floor

Mistress: tell her to not be a slut and hold onto her orgasm

fuuuuuuckkkkkk what the hell do you think I'm trying to do?!?!?!

[10:28:41 PM]

Miss: i smacked her ass hard and told her close her legs you little slut dont try and cheat and she whimpered and whined and shes really trying hard to get me going and its kinda working now!

Shiiiiitttttt its right into my cervix againnnnnn!!!!

[10:29:01 PM]

Miss: shes begging me to let her relieve the dildo says its too much so deep in her

Mistress: not until you cum

I...I can't....damn I need my hands free I'd have her coming already! Oooohhhhhhh no no please no I don't wanna fail againnnnnnnn....

[10:30:08 PM]

Miss: it feels really good ... her bodys wiggling and she moaning more

Mistress: try to cum at the same time, hopefully you will

Miss: mmm yeahhh ok mmmm feels so nice subby milf eating my wet pussy

NoooOOO please nooooo, maybe forcing it out again...

[10:32:02 PM]

Miss: i think she gonna before me ... poor subby is so naughty if she does

Mistress: remind her not too

[10:32:39]

Miss: i did shes moaning and trying i...

nooooo pleaseee nooooooooo mistresssssssssssssssssss I wanna be your good girllllllllllllllll

[10:32:41 PM]

Miss: ... think shes like kinda sobbing now?

you stupid worthless biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch...coming even when mistress forbade it....

[10:32:46 PM]

Miss: uh oh

damn...stupid...useless...pieceofshit.......nonono.....

[10:32:48 PM]

Miss: shes coming and moaning into my pussy crying no over and over

Mistress: naughty girl, rip the dildo out and tell her I am disappointed with her and tell her to finish you

whyyyy why am I so pathetic that I cant even hold on? Mistress depends on me and I faile...what? Yeah, ok whatever... I dunno why you want such a failure trying to make you come but yeah whatever

[10:34:37 PM]

Miss: oh wow she squirted quite a bit the ropes are soaked and the carpet is too. ok i pulled the ropes aside roughly and i got the dildo out of her i told her i am disappointed in her and i told her to finish me off now and she is actually drying there are tears coming down her face and shes trying to eat me now

Mistress: compliment her on how good she doing

I'm doing it all wrong I know it I...she's caressing me? I, I am trying to calm down it's just...I failed I'm so sorry Mistress I failed you.

[10:37:31 PM]

Miss: im stroking her head and hair telling her to calm down and focus ... she just has to calm down and focus on it ... she seems to be liking that it is calming her sobs down and she is doing it better now

Mistress: tell her she is a good girl and you are proud of her

I don't deserve this attention, the touches...I'm still crying here and I can't seem to get it together to concentrate ohhhhhh, that feels nice, yes, stroke right there mmmmmmmm

[10:38:46 PM]

Miss: yeahh much better nowww telling her shes doing very well and she knows how to be a good girl for me and for you and we are proud of her

Mistress: let her do the work now, just keep your hands in her hair stroking

Okay Becca, enough of this crap! Show her you know what you're doing!

[10:40:10 PM]

Miss: tongues everywhere ... licking my clit then sucking it nibbling it then full mouth back down on me ... wrapping my legs around her

Mistress: relax and let the passion flow over you, close your eyes and enjoy

[10:41:55 PM]

Miss: oh ... thats getting better now ... im breathing harder and she can tell shes going at it more intently

Mistress: good enjoy the sensations

Miss: unwrapped my legs ... shes buried in me

Mistress: mmmmmm

I must be doing something right cuz she just opened up more, relaxing, yeahhhh, that's it Miss let me make you feel wonderful

[10:42:26 PM]

Hooooolyyyyy mmmmmmmm does she know how much I like the feel of her heels digging into me? Is Mistress telling her that? Yessssss.....the pain's soooo sweeeeet...yeah, soon now real soon Miss you'll see how good a girl I am!

Miss: i placed my feet on her thighs from the side at an angle and im pushing against them pushing my heels into her and shes moaning more and realll oh god really on my clit ... pushing into her more shes moaning more oh god shes right on it

Mistress: hold her face in your crotch while you cum ... try to cut off her air while you do it

Miss: ok ... ok ... mmmmmmmmm ... comingggg

[10:43:20 PM]

Mistress: cum hard for me then let her have some breath

ohhh yessss come Missss, OHHHHH YESSSSSS push them into meeeeeeeeeeeee, hurtssogooodddd!

Ohhhh mmmmmmm...she, she's? oh yessssss she's cutting off my air...ohmygodohmygodohmygod I...can't get airrrrrrr..but oh god I ohh can't oh please please let me pass out I deserve it for..being a bad girllllll...

[10:44:30 PM]

Miss: i pushed her into me hard and i kinda stood up a bit and put my body weight into my feet and really pushed into her and held her into me and i was moaning eyes closed when i finally opened them i saw her hands open wide and straining and her body was like hiccupping and i read your text and i let her go and she was coughing and gasping for air

Mistress: is she ok? kind of hard to judge it on my side

Miss: yeah i let her almost catch her breath fully and then i put the dildo on her mouth and shoved it in and told her to clean it then pulled my feet off her pushed the dildo in deep down her throat and she started gagging on it

Oh yes...yes Miss I'll clean...clean it I {AGGGGGGKKK}...gagging me! No! Relax...take it you slut you can do it!

Mistress: tie her into a hogtie and hold her on the futon, tell her how great she is and what a good girl she is, when you are done

Mistress: she is such a good girl cleaning it for you

{HAACKCKK COUGHHH}...see? See I did it Miss I cleaned it and took it like a good girl!

Miss: its clean shes coughing a lot and drooling a lot but im sure its clean ... wow i put big indents into her thighs with my heels!

Mistress: kiss her on her mouth ... wow I hope she is ok

Gotta catch my breath, stop coug....wha? oh! Ohhhhhh mmmmm yesssssssssssssssssss

'Yes Miss.'

Miss: mm kissed her a lot told her shes a good little slave for me ... its probably gonna bruise but i asked her if she liked that i was pushing my heels into her and she said yes

Miss: hold on

Mistress: k

And then I was in my own little world...subspace...well, maybe sub-subspace, not quite that good place, but a sort of good place that reeks with the pathetic stench of dismal failure. You know, the kind that accompanies not one, or even two, but three epic fails in one play session.


IV. RESOLUTION

[11:03:01]

Ohhkaayyy this is new....never been tied...up like this! Well at least my neck straining a bit is taking my mind off the welts I'm gonna have on my legs...but I deserve them....this is how I should be, cuz even though I always say I'm a good girl this time I wasn't really...

Miss: okay she is now hogtied still in the cuffs i used the rope she used to hold the vibe dildo in her, shes across my lap and i am cuddling her and told her shes a good little slave but all she could do is chastise herself about failing and coming again and how she really tried to stop but couldnt

Mistress: she did a good job for her first time, and with practice she will learn to control herself ... tell her how much pleasure she gave you, all I expect is she tries her best to do what I ask ... even when she fails she makes me proud of her, some tasks I set could be impossible to do, but as long as she tries and gives her best. that is all I ask

'I {sniffle} I'm glad I did Miss...yes, Miss, okay.I did really try hard Miss....'

[11:07:25]

Miss: i told her all that and shes nuzzling into my arm shes sobbing a little i can feel tears and shes saying thank you and telling me she always does her best and will always do her best ... im telling her not to be so hard on herself and for her to listen to what i said and to take my words to her heart

'{sob} {sniffle} yes Miss, I understand, I will, thank you for being so good to me.'

Mistress: keep cuddling with her, it looks like she went through the ringer with that one ... keep on reassuring her

Miss: i am im stroking her hair and back and peppering her with kisses

Mistress: smiles, "good"

Miss: hey i have an idea but i dunno how much longer you will be on tonight?

Mistress: what is the idea?

I wonder if she's telling Mistress how good I tried? Or if they're talking about what I did wrong? Oh god Rebecca, enough! They're probably just asking each other how their Christmas was or something!

Miss: so my idea was to build up her confidence more right now so i was thinking of having her please me with the dildo until i come and then her reward will be that she can clean it off for me...and yes okay i will

Mistress: that sounds good, but I need to get some sleep

[11:11:11]

"Are you feeling better yet, my subby little milf?"

'I.....I'm okay, it feels nice you holding me like this.'

And it was nice. I mean I was an abysmal failure as a sub, but whatever. I guess you can't win them all. (Huh, never thought I would be one for self-loathing) and then I felt her caresses change, not so relaxed and gentle anymore, but more like she now had something on her mind and was getting ready to say it.

"Mistress has devised a way for you to overcome her disappointment in your performance tonight."

My head perked up a little (well as much as it could being hog tied as I was!) 'She has?'

"Yes, dearie..."

She began to position me, gather the dildo, and position herself whilst laying down the plan.

"You remain bound, as is, and with this dildo secured in your mouth any way you can. And then your task will be to make me feel good. The better I feel, the more you redeem yourself."

Game on! And no distractions either! 'Oh....okay I understand Miss. When should we start?'

Her spread eagled body moved to within inches of my face, one had coaxing my jaw open and the other sliding the dildo inside part way told me there would be no delay.

And so I went right to work, probing gently at the edges of her inner and outer folds, a little pressure here, a little rubbing there...teasing inward to pop just the tip in.... And I could tell she was starting to enjoy it, the way her fingers started to run through my hair, her breathing and the way her body shifted slightly to try and get the dildo in just the right spot as I was purposefully moving away from it! (Now if only it wasn't so hard to keep this damn thing locked inside my mouth!)

"Ohhh that's VERY good you naughty little sluttttt."

Then I started giving it more oomph. Deeper penetration, at slight angles, sinking all the way into her and rubbing my nose against her clit. In and out, slow and methodical, nose touching every time. Over and over and not changing the pace at all.

Let's see if I can't make you break your mask!

"Mmmmmmnnnnnn, damnnnn girl, you're really...working it mmmmmmmmmm...."

Yes miss, I am, and I want you to explode with pleasure so you can report to mistress that I am worthy after all!

See,I've figured out the secret, or at least I have on myself. I know exactly the right places to get to, exactly how much pressure to apply, and for how long...when to go slower or faster. All that training I was going through with the Kegel balls and exploring myself when I didn't have mistress' firm hand to guide me... (yeahhhh, you're in for it miss!)

"Oh...my....fuuuuuuuck subby...oh damnnnnnn...shitdamnitalltohelllllllllllllll...so fucking good!!!"

Yessss, that's it, I have you now miss, and I'm not backing down until you scream!

And with that I began to fuck her with my face. You know, the way a guy would fuck any girl he was hot for: hard, faster and non-stop. But I made sure my angles were just slightly off, avoiding the crucial places...saving them for last.

Then she went and started digging her heels into me again! Shit! There goes my plan! I just started slamming my head back and forth into her (and I knew my neck was not going to be happy about it later!). No longer caring about the spots, the heels...they were pressing into me so hard and so divinely I just lost sense of what I wanted to do and just started to react.

And miss was certainly appreciating it! Her words, her breathing, her heels!!!!!

Then I just went for it, a few last hard thrusts at an upward angle, trying to hit that magic place...and then it was pay dirt! Her moan started low and then went high and loud real fast as I pushed over and past the spot. So I immediately stopped and backed up with the same intensity and angle and then forward again, like a lumberjack slowly and methodically sawing into a stubborn log, I had her!

Her arms were jerking her and there, grabbing my head, my hair, pulling off, hitting the futon, grabbing her breasts. Her moaning undulating in time with my rhythmic pulsing in her. I even got her body to do a quick twitch just before her left leg started to spasm and bounce! And then I felt her palm at my forehead, pushing me back, it was getting to be too much for her!

Yes! Gotcha!

"Oh fucking a....Rebecca stop, shit stop!"

So I did. But she didn't!

She was twitching and moaning, her head back and eyes closed, breathing raggedly. And I started to smile as I clenched the dildo in my teeth. Then I was aware that the pressure from her heels had stopped, but it was replaced by a sharp, raking feeling as her feet slid down to the floor, digging at my flesh until they separated and fell downward.

I managed to gush from that feeling, a nice warm flow oozing out of my swollen folds.

'Mitthhs, cun auh peeths...?'

My words were cut off as her hand grabbed the dildo "Let it go."

I opened my mouth and worked my jaw for a few moments as she spoke.

"Come...up here."

I opened and closed a few more times as I slid up her body, making sure to run my crotch from her knee up her thigh so she could feel how wet I was, kissing at her nipples between heaves of her chest and licking up her throat and over her chin, right up to her lips that were breathing warm and heavy on my face.

'Did I do good Miss?'

She opened her eyes and looked into mine, taking a few moments to even out her breathing.

"I'm proud of you, you hot little mommy...even after all you went through...you managed this."

Then she kissed me tenderly, deeply, hand caressing my face.

And I knew I was redeemed.