I never thought that this past Saturday night I would experience it all. By all I mean forced cross dressing, self-bondage, fem dom, humiliation and orgasm control. But I am getting ahead of myself.

Let me tell you a little about me.

Ever since I started noticing girls I was always attracted to the girls that dressed the sexiest and wore the highest heels. No flats, summer dresses and the no makeup look for me! I tried to talk all of my girlfriends into dressing my way and most of them did, if only to make me happy.

Then I met linda.

I didn't have to talk her into anything as she already had every sexy piece of lingerie, 6" high heels and loved dressing for sex. After noticing me staring lovingly at her outfits and high heels one too many times she suggested that I purchase a few things for myself and try them on.

She told me that it would help me understand the erotic transforming effect of dressing for pleasure.

At first I stuttered and stammered and was embarrassed that she would even suggest that. But the more I thought about it the more I thought why not? If she is open minded enough to suggest it I am open minded enough to try it.

Maybe I should see what it is like to wear all of the sexy things that women wear. I should see what turns them on about getting dressed for sex. After all linda told me many times that dressing up before sex is just like foreplay. The brain knows what you are getting dressed for.

Fantastic sex.

And that makes you think of what sex play lies ahead during the evening. Anticipation!

And you know what? She was right.

I loved getting dressed in women's slutty outfits before my intense masturbation sessions . Sliding my stockings up my legs and clipping them to my garters. Easing my nylon clad feet into shy high heeled pumps.

Before you know it I had a huge collection including skirts, dresses, corsets and accessories.

I took it to the next level and bought a wig and makeup and asked linda to show me the proper way to apply it. And long false eyelashes as well.

She gave me instructions but never saw me dressed up. That was my private thing.

We both switch during out fetish play but it seems that recently she seemed to be in charge most of the time.

If we were at my place I was in charge and at her place she was in charge.

She also introduced me to anal and prostate stimulation. Why not? It felt great and led to huge orgasms.

She started me with prostate finger massage, then butt plugs and butt plugs that were curved to offer prostate stimulation as well.

Then i received the following email at the beginning of the week:

"Honey, saturday night is your coming out . I have only heard from you about your cross dressing and now it is time for me to see you. You are always wanting me to dress up for you so now it is your turn to dress up for me.

Since I have yet to see you in your women's clothes I want you to dress in your favorite things at your place and then drive to my house carefully! No need to get pulled over dressed like a woman. But since this is halloween night you have a great excuse if someone sees you.

Be here at 8:00 sharp. You know the routine to get into my apartment complex. I am taking charge early by telling you that if you want anymore sex from me you will do as I tell you. This will be fun for you, I promise! Oh and by the way I need you to plug yourself with your curved prostate stimulator butt plug . And NO masturbation from now until after I see you. AND you will take your Viagra pill ( I had been experimenting with Viagra just for the fun of it and it kept me going way longer and harder than a 35 year old guy could go naturally, which is a long time!) before you get dressed as well.

You will refer to me as mistress for the evening and when you are dressed as a woman you will be known as allanah.Y ou will also refer to yourself as slut. No exceptions. See you saturday night. Linda."

Damn, she has really thought this through.

Hmmn, it was halloween and if I was going to go out in public this was the perfect time but no masturbation and a Viagra before I made my way to her house? It was going to be an interesting evening!

Saturday could not come quickly enough and in the afternoon I started with 3 warm and soapy enemas using a double balloon nozzle. Naturally I had pumped up both balloons as large as my back passage could take.

Next removing all of the hair from my body in the shower.

Gulp, there goes the Viagra. No turning back now!

Then I applied my make up just like linda taught me. First long and sensual eyelashes were glued in place. Plenty of foundation and rouge. Then dramatic thick black eyeliner on my top and bottom lids followed by smoky black eye shadow. Next I lovingly applied cock sucker red lipstick to my full pouty lips followed by a clear smudge proof gloss.

I then settled my black betty page style wig on my head.

Let me tell you right now that I am a pretty good looking guy with nice facial features, cheek bones and a slim build so in the evening light with make up on I would be passable anywhere .I looked darn good when I was done.

As I lay out my lingerie , high heels and outfit on the bed I notice that my cock is as hard as a rock. And I am anticipating what the evening will bring, just like linda told me what happens to women getting dressed up before the play starts.

I start with black full fashioned seamed stocking made of real nylon just like the women wore in the 1950's. Sliding them up my smooth legs I adjust the seam as I pull.

There are only one pair of fuck me heels that will do tonight and those are black patent leather ankle strap pumps with a 6 ½" high heel and a small 1 ½" platform.

Pointing my toe I slide my foot down into my pump, push down on my heel feeling my shoe tighten around my heel. Next I buckle the ankle strap.

Slowly standing up I wrap my special corset around my waist. It is a black satin under bust figure training corset. It flares over my hips, has thick metal stays and gives me a 4" waist reduction.

I follow the technique I learned on you tube about tightening your own corset. Going over the laces many times, sucking in my stomach and holding my breath finally the corset ends are touching . I quickly tie off the laces and tuck them in.

My breath is coming in short gasps as I get used to the strict hourglass shape my body is being forced into.

Then I fasten the stocking tops to 5 garters on each thigh. The extra garters not only look extra sexy but help to hold my stockings and seams straight. I undo the metal clasp on each garter strap , pull each one up as tight as possible and close the clasp to keep my stockings stretched tight to my upper thigh /crotch area.

I lean over and pick up my outrageous bra. It is called a bionic bra because the cups are shaped like cones and are cup size "H". Waayyy over the top but if you want to look like a fetish slut this is what you need to wear!

Fasten the hooks in the back, straps over my shoulders and as I stuff the cups with padding I have huge breasts.

Now I walk slowly in my heels to my closet and pick out my white lycra turtle neck long sleeve blouse. Working it carefully over my wig and over my huge breasts it clings tightly showing all of my curves. Lifting one high heel clad foot at a time I step into a black micro mini skirt and slide it up my legs relishing the feeling of the satin lining gliding over my nylon clad legs. I zip the back up and the skirt hem ends just a few inches below my stocking tops. Tucking my blouse into my skirt I add a wide black leather belt around my corseted waist which just adds to the effect of my hourglass figure. I notice that the blouse is stretched so very tight that the material thins out so that black outline of my bra can be seen through it.

I need accessories. How about long dangling rhinestone earrings? Perfect!

Now for my sexy gold anklet. It has a large charm hanging from it with large letters spelling out the word "SLUT".

This morning I bought my favorite vanilla scented perfume. As I apply it on my neck I laugh thinking that now I am going to drive myself crazy smelling my own perfume!

Gloves. Black satin elbow length with a few silver rings and rhinestone bracelets complete my look.

I slowly make my way to my full length mirror and take a look.

Wow! I look just like a slut. Like a complete whore!

Passable face with sensual makeup and eyelashes. HUGE cone shaped breasts poking out of a tightly stretched blouse (I am surprised that the material can stretch that much).

The thing I notice the most is that with the belt around the bottom of my blouse it forces the stretchy lycra material to cling to the outline of my breasts, cling to the underside of my breasts and cling to my stomach, really emphasizing my overly busty look.

Long sexy legs, seamed full fashioned stockings with reinforced heels and high heel fuck me style pumps keeping my instep pointed down at a sharp angle making me keep my weight on the balls of my feet.

I look hot, then notice my rock hard cock is sticking straight out like a tent pole in my skirt.

That won't work.

Grabbing my favorite pair of pink panties I make my way on stiletto heels to my bathroom noticing the change in sound stepping from the carpet to the hard linoleum floor as my heels begin to click.

I pick up my curved prostate stimulator style butt plug, lube it with the precum now dripping from my cock head and bend over as much as my corset will allow. Slowly i insert it into my clean rectum. The tip goes in easy and the widening body of the plug opens me up until the widest part gets sucked in and I clench tightly around the stem. I twist it around and get it settled in the right position so the tip is resting against my prostate.

About this time I get a look at myself in my bathroom mirror bent over inserting a plug in my rear passage.

Such a whore.

Oops, I forgot to tell you that I modified this special pair of pink panties.

I cut a hole just big enough to pull my cock and balls through and then sewed elastic around the hole. That way the pink material would tighten around the base of my cock leaving my cock and balls exposed and framed in pink panties.

For now I did not pull myself through.

I take some money and my i.d. and put it in my skirt pocket along with my keys.

Good thing I have an attached garage so I can get into my car without the neighbors or early trick or treaters seeing me.

I slowly get into my car and settle my bottom on the seat and let out a gasp as my plug is forced even deeper.

Pulling my seat belt/shoulder belt over my chest the belt goes between my huge breasts further accenting them and making them even more noticeable.

I have very lightly tinted windows and in the approaching dusk hopefully no one will be looking too much.

I then notice how hard it is to drive with high heels on. How do women do it? Balancing on the slender stiletto heel and working the gas and brakes with the platform of my pump takes a little getting used to.

It is not quite dark yet and I am noticing men checking me out on the road. First a short look then a longer look . Then they are staring at my breasts with the shoulder belt going between my cups. They are just being lewd and creepy staring. One guy rolls down his window and says something but I ignore him.

I imaging that I am quite a sight.

I notice that my skirt has ridden up my thighs exposing my garters and stocking tops and my pink panties are showing as they hold down my throbbing cock.

Now I notice that every bump I hit in the road my butt plug is moving against my prostate, my cock is rock hard and my perfume has me thinking about what is awaiting me at linda's house.

I pull up to her entry gate and thankfully no one is around as I get out of my car. Standing up straight I gain my balance on my pumps.

I can feel the cool evening breeze coming up my skirt.

I ring the buzzer and the gate starts to open as I gracefully walk back to my car and suddenly head lights are shining on me as another car pulls up behind mine.

I see that it is a man and he is all eyes as a long seamed stocking clad leg with 6 ½" heels disappears into my car. I look in the rear view mirror and see him leaning forward trying to get a better look. What a pervert!

Pulling up in front of linda's town house I see that no one is out on the street so I relax a bit. Getting out I again pull down and straighten my impossibly short skirt.

My tightly laced corset is holding me perfectly erect with great posture,and even forces my bottom out a bit. My huge breasts are out in front of me leading the way, and my stocking tops are being pulled lightly by my garters with each step I take.

I concentrate on taking small feminine steps, high heel first making contact with the cement then my platform. Swaying from side to side leading with my hips just like the models on the catwalk do it. My pencil thin heels are clicking on the walk announcing my arrival to anyone who is looking.

The Viagra is doing its job keeping my cock hard and I feel so sexy and free walking to her door out in public when suddenly a jogger runs past me and I see him do a double take and mutter under his breath "Holy shit!" as he takes me in. I quickly knock on the door and linda lets me in while holding back a laugh. "Well allanah, it looks like you made quite an impression on that guy.

And wow, you look great! We should go out to a bar sometime with both of us dressed up. You could easily pass as a woman in a dark bar.

Actually you look just like a bimbo who only purpose in life is to be sexual"

Now she is walking around me checking me out. She runs her hands around my waist marveling at my hour glass figure. She playfully squeezes my cone shaped breasts. Next she lightly runs her hands up my nylon clad thighs and up under my skirt brushing against my cock.

I see that she has some of our favorite bondage toys laid out on the table.

"Time to get slut allanah into some proper bondage gear. Would slut allanah like that?"

" Yes mistress, the slut would like that" I answer.

Coming up behind me linda goes into her dominatrix role telling me to put my hands behind my back.

"Oh, I love your gloves and silver jewelry. It looks so sensual but all of this has to come off" linda says as she removes my rings, bracelets and gloves.

I feel her working a single sleeve arm binder up my wrists to my upper arms. She loops the straps over my shoulders and buckles them loosely to hold everything in place. Now working on the laces she goes over them again and again tightening and pulling working my elbows slowly towards each other an inch at a time until they finally touch.

Tying off the laces she tightens the shoulder straps so there is no hope of the arm binder slipping down. She tightens the outside strap that goes over the laces around my wrists, tightens the strap around my elbows and re tightens the shoulder straps.

"You know allanah, I don't think that those straps are tight enough. I can do better". And with that she proceeds to strain and pull on each of the 3 leather straps until she has successfully tightened them 1 more hole each.

My arms are pulled so far back my shoulders are straining and my chest is pushed out even further then I thought possible making my breasts look so very lewd.

Next I feel a stiff high posture collar wrapped around my neck and buckled in back. It is so high and restrictive I can only look straight ahead.

"Does slut allanah like her posture collar?"

"Yes mistress the slut likes her collar".

Then she locks on ankle cuffs with a short 10" connecting chain.

She reaches up under my skirt and rubs my stiff cock through my panties and pulls my cock and balls out through the hole letting the elastic close around its base.

Taking a black leather studded cock ring she snaps it behind my balls and around the base of my cock making it poke straight out and not point up anymore.

I can't look down but I can feel pressure pulling down as she snaps a tight parachute over the top of my balls. There are 2 small chains hanging from this below my ball sack. She attaches a long chain to those and pulls down slightly pulling on my tender balls and attaches that to the middle of my ankle chain.

Now with every step I take it will tug on my poor balls, yanking and straining.

Looking down her eyes fall on my gold anklet. "SLUT? Oh, you are a slut that is for sure allanah.How do I know that? Because it says so right on your ankle!

Open your mouth slut."

I do as I am told and she forces a huge red ball between my lips, clicking it into place behind my teeth . Linda tightens the strap behind my head, under my chin and up and over my nose and forehead.

There is no possible way to push the ball out of my mouth with my tongue. I am gagged with a head harness type ball gag.

"We really have to buckle these straps tighter so you will get the full effect of being gagged with no hope of working that ball out on your own".

Strap by strap linda cinches each one tighter, and tighter to the last possible hole squeezing my head in a firm embrace.

She is actually grunting as she is pulling each strap with all of her power.

"I love the way your red lips are framing that ball. So erotic.

What do you think allanah?"

"MMPPFFHH" is all that I can manage from behind the huge ball.

"I thought that you would like that!"

Now my mistress raises my mini skirt up a bit freeing my cock. She takes a thick string with a noose type of slip knot tied on it and slips it over the sensitive head and tightens it down on the shaft. It can't come off because the rim of the head is holding it in place.

Now mistress attaches the string to a leather leash .

And she gives it a slight tug

" MMMPPFFHH!"

"I thought that you would like your cock leash. Too bad your posture collar is preventing you from looking down allanah".

Linda really likes referring to me by my girl's name. Making me feel even more feminine and I am starting to enjoy it myself. And I am feeling a little bit of humiliation as well.

Pulling on my cock by its leash she says" let's go over to my mirror so you can get a look at yourself".

She is tugging on my cock head but I have to walk slow . Balancing and walking like a lady on my impossibly high heels is hard enough but now with every step I take my ankle chain is tugging on my balls and my cock head is being pulled forward. And my butt plug is shifting around sliding over my prostate.

"MMMPPPFFHH!"

"Let's go allanah".

With each step I take the 10" ankle chain gets stretched tight, then slack as I take another step. Then tight again pulling on the parachute torturing my poor ball sack.

Finally arriving at the mirror I take myself in.

I am without a doubt allanah the slut.

Now she is holding something up for me to see. Something that I have never seen before.

"Look what I got just for allanah. Special just for tonight.

This is a stainless steel penis plug. The hinged handle swings down once it is inserted into your pee hole but makes it easy for me to put this in and take it out of your cock head. It has a removeable stopper that will let you cum through the hole without me completely removing the penis plug. Or maybe I just won't remove the stopper and you won't get to cum at all!."

My eyes go wide with surprise and I try to protest from behind my gag. All I can force out is

"Hhmmmn, mmff, ooo".

Giggling she says "You are welcome. I knew you would like the idea of me controlling your orgasm".

She wraps one hand around my shaft holding it steady and slowly starts inserting the plug with her other hand. Pushing with light pressure I can feel the cool metal tube making its way down my shaft until the flange end is bottomed out on my cock head.

It is pain free and I can feel a fullness in my cock shaft and pee hole.

Linda starts stroking my cock shaft with one hand and rubbing my balls with the other. Now she pulls on the parachute chain. And she works me up to wanting to cum and suddenly stops.

"Not so fast allanah. You have a long night ahead of you".

Suddenly I feel an intense vibration on my butt plug. That is her powerfull majic wand vibrator mistress is holding right on the base of my plug sending intense sensations to my prostate.

Due to the Viagra my cock is throbbing and painfully hard. Every vain in my shaft is fully engorged . I am telling you again that the hardness is actually painful and my balls are not only hurting from the torturous parachute and her tugging but now I am experiencing a build up of excess semen.

I need release!

I am almost there as my eyes look down into the mirror while the collar keeps my head straight. I start rocking back and forth on my heels and I see linda pull the stopper out of the end of my penis plug.

Ok,ok just a little more, and then...she pulls the wand away from my butt plug and quickly puts the stopper back in.

"MMppffhh!"

"You're not ready to cum yet allanah. A slut that likes to dress as a woman and look as extreme over the top like you do, well you need to be teased a little more. If I let you cum at all!"

Quickly linda held the vibe back on my plug and began stroking my cock shaft. Now she is tugging on my cock leash stretching my cock head.

I start twitching, moaning through my gag and rocking on my stiletto heels getting close then she stops again!

Slut allanah is helpless. She is in strict bondage with her elbows touching behind her back. Her head is held straight by a strict posture collar. Her waist is held in the firm figure altering shape of a waist training corset. Her cock sucker red lips are forced around a huge red ball taking away her sense of speech.

She looks straight ahead into the mirror and sees a lewd looking bimbo/slut being used for a mistress's gratification.

She is trying to say please from behind her gag.

" ppffllzzzee"

Again the powerfull vibe is held against the base of her plug. Again mistress linda quickly strokes the shaft of allanah's big clit.

Allanah bites down on her gag and moans as the need to cum is overwhelming. She shuffles her stiletto heels which pulls on her poor cum filled balls.

Suddenly mistress pushes even harder on the big vibe sending intense sensations through allanah's plug straight to her prostate. Reaching up she pulls the stopper from the end of the penis plug.

This is just too much for a slut like allanah and the need to cum is too great. Her body tenses as a load of cum races up the shaft of her clit and explodes in a powerfull stream out of the now open plug.

Her mistress reaches up and steadies allanah's body as she bucks and twists with every spasm. The intense prostate stimulation sends huge spurts of red hot cum spewing out of her penis plug.

Spurt after spurt spews 6' or more across the room until her poor aching balls are fully drained.

The plug stopper is swinging from side to side by its connecting chain.

Quickly removing the gag, penis plug, parachute and cock ring linda locks on a chastity tube over allanahs now deflated clit.

"Slut allanah will not have an orgasm for 1 week and at that time she will reappear at my house dressed and ready to be trained as a bimbo".

"Yes mistress, the slut would like that. Why did mistress choose the name allanah"?

"Google allanah starr. You look just like her".